I’m leaving this blog

You heard me. I’m leaving this place. I can’t be in two blogs at once. So I’ve decided to create a new blog since I’m also using blogger. It’s easier there and I’ve grown accustomed. I knew I wouldn’t be able to stay in this blog for more than a year, but hey, at least I stayed till the anniversary, right? I’m going to transfer blog posts to my new blog so that I would still have them. I might also deactivate this one if possible.

 So to formally end things, Goodbye rin.i.ph You have given me lovely memories. 

July 2 10

My life may seem happy but thinking about it clearly, It sucks. :\ 

June 23 10

I went to Singapore last June 17 2010 to June 21 2010. It was so fun. Singapore is a very nice place. Very clean and organised. I went there with my friends for a three day seminar and met new Singaporean friends as well I’d really like to go back there. There were so many EXCELLENT seminars there. I enjoyed and and learnt a lot. I asked for the signatures and took pictures with people from different kinds of industry including one of Pixar’s STORY artist. OMG OMG. 350 SGD was really worth it. One day I will go back to that beautiful country :3

June 04 10

Today marks the last day of my first week. That was a pretty boring, tiring, and BORING week lol. I had to wake up early on Mondays and Tuesdays to accompany my git of a sister. Monday was pretty boring. There were so many first years hogging the cafeteria, we almost had no place to sit. Good thing we did. I met up with my friends. The usual crew. Anna, Paula, Wendy, Rue, Eunice and the other boys. I met up with Joshua in the morning since he was doing the same thing for his brother. My first class was Animsound. The professor wasn’t there, which I dound a little nice. The negative side to this is that we got REALLY bored since our next class was at 245. So there. After chillin at the cafeteria, we went to our Expanim class. It was fun, yet… ugh. It was boring watching those animation films. But it’s okay. 

Tuesday was the same. Woke up early. Chilled at the library. Ate at the caf. went to two of my classes. Then went home. 

Wednesday, I woke up late. I didnt come with the git anymore, since I only have one class. But still, had to meet up with her every dismissal.

I dont have classes on Thursdays. And Friday was NSTP. Good thing I didnt get the same professor again. I mean, I’d really kill myself. I was classmates with Bien and Waks. And Cheymelabs sat-in my class I wish she sits-in everytime  

And that concludes my first week. I thought I left my I.D at home a while ago. But realised during class that I didnt :\

Happy 1 year my sweet, sweet blog

I hadn’t realised that I’ve been blogging for a year already. So HAPPY BIRTHDAY blog. I know haven’t been blogging much lately. You know, just enjoying my 1 month break. School’s about to start again on the 31st. Honestly, I dont want to return anymore. I felt like last term was too long that I dont want to repeat that anymore. It’s like going through hell. I dont want to repeat hell anymore  

May 16 10

Damn it. We were supposed to go swimming today in Splash Island to celebrate my 18th birthday. But because of fucking TOM. We had to cancel. Further more, everybody had to cancel. I’m going to have one lousy 18th birthday afterall. I HATE THIS DAY! T_T It was supposed to be fun. But ah, there goes fun. There goes my last day of being 17.

April 30 2010

FINALLY! The end of April, the end of the ever fuckin’ term. WOOH. Succesfully survived and submitted ALL my plates (what a shocker O_O) Now, all I have to do is pray to God that I pass all of those subjects. Ugh, I think I hated this term most so far out of all that I have had. I mean, THAT was one long term. And boy oh boy, I DO NOT EVER want to cram again. I dont like th feeling of pressure and not resting. For the past few days, I have had less sleep, I have been showered by heavy rain and all that shit. I have had mini fights with some of my friends because of stress. I have really been supressing myself this week. People are ANNOYING AS FUCK. I mean, i’ve been holding it all in. Like, some of my classmates being as stupid as ever. But I’m cool, even though I’m really brassed off already, I kept myself shut. lol. Well, there was a point where I almost shouted. ugh. anyway, I do not like this term. Many things happened, like that stupidity Bien and I did. Pouring all our feelings out in facebook chat (was about the professor) only to realise that HE was tagged there. HUHU. Stupid, ignorant us. Anyway, I hope we’re fogiven. I’m really tired right now, and tomorrow I have to go to Aileen’s party so.. ta ta.

April 07 10

It’s already April and I feel like going on a vacation. Before April started, the family went to baguio together with the Orrs. I liked it since it’s cold and all. But the trip itself was tiring. Anyhoo. I wanna take a break already. I feel like shit. A month ago, I felt ill and all. I thought that it would go away, it did but here it is again. Bloody damn it.

March 21 10

Is when I realised that I’m seriously bored with life….

March 15 10

I gave up on the perm thing. I’ll get it next year. A while ago, Ebo and I went to the salon and had our hair done and all that shit. She went girly while I just stayed myself and got my haircut. I like my cut right now. It’s short and everything feels cool. We met an American dude who’s in his 50’s awhile ago, and chatted. His name is Donald. Nice guy, Donald. When he came in, I wanted to speak to him. But I was far away. But then Ebo sat near him ’cause she has to get her nails done. So I sat in the middle and there, we spoke to each other. I had a good time speaking to that guy. Too bad I forgot to take a picture of him. Now after a few days, I’ll forget his face :\ bummer. 

March 02 10

It’s March already. Not really that exciting. I so want to go on vacation already but due to fucking circumstances, the term ends on 4th of May T_T Anyway, things happened this week. Like yesterday, I went to the department of foreign affairs with my mum. It was friggin tiring dude. I hated it. UGH! I dont want to go back there anymore but I must since they have to have appearance and other shit. This week I also got pissed off since I wanted to get a perm. But my mum didnt push through. UGH! I soooo want to have a different hairstyle already, but I searched through the net and read that I should get a perm while my hair is still coloured. I coloured it a year ago thinking that i might get a lighter brown tone to my hair instead of just brown. you know. but then it failed and I got the same hair colour as my original one -__- sucks. I want to get a perm huhu! But it seems that I might wait another year before that happens. HUHU! I have to grow this damn hair again. But I do hope I get one even though it’s coloured and that it won’t damage my hair. LOL. AND that I get a GOOD if not perfect perm. 

A few weeks ago, I talked to mum about wanting to go to England. But it seems that I cant just yet since it has to be processed and the fastest way to get there is to study. So I thought, why not study there? I mean, I wanna brush up my skills after graduating here. I searched for animation schools and one caught my eye. Bristol Uni. or Bristol school for animation. I liked their quality. But since I am really lazy and I really really dont want to study anymore after, I might just get the Three month course. Then after, I would work there and just live there. I dont want to stay here anymore. everything is wrong here. -__- plus, I long for a trip to Europe.

February 26 10

Today, Anna and I went to UP Diliman to watch that Puppet show that was required by our prfessor in hartds2. It was sort of funny, but kinda corny since it was really meant for kids. I thought that the singaporean puppeteer was quite good. I find it intriguing to manipulate puppets with 18 strings  

How we got there was the fun part. Tiring but fun.  Neither of us know how to get there. lol. We asked directions A LOT. we were like tourists. =)) It was my 2nd time in UP already,  it’s really large there. After the show, Anna and Iwalked a little and went sight seeing. haha. Then we decided to go home via MRT-LR. When we got near the MRT station, we saw Mcdonald’s! We were so hungry so we ate there. lol. then we headed back. It was freaken tiring man. But nice.

February 14 10

I dont feel very well. I feel weird. I feel like I’ve been deceived. I dont like it Sometimes when I get sad for no reason, something is about to happen that would really sadden me. What would it be this time? 

You know what? I feel like people around me are being fake. Some of them are. I also feel like someone think that I’m weird and I’m lying but I’m really not. It’s one of these things that I dont like talking about but I will. You know when sometimes you KNOW you’re not normal at all or some shit like that? I know that I have these sort of weird ability and I’m also surrounded by weird stuff and weird events (I’ve said weird too much. lol) I dont tell people this thing ’cause I know that they’ll think I’m weird or worse, I’m lying. Well I’m not, and it hurts enough that I think someone thinks i’m making up stories. There I thought that it’s okay to tell people since they would understand but I guess it’s not always that… -__- I dunno anymore, I really feel weird… I feel like someone stabbed me in the back and it’s not funny. Sad feelings suck.

A classmate’s mum had passed a few days ago. Could that be a part of my sadness? I’m going to investigate on this..

February 01 10

OKAY! Way to start off the month. I hated much of this day. I went to the LTO with my mum today and guess what? I got seriously annoyed.  Well, to start off I woke up at the right side of the bed BUT I didnt get enough sleep. Then before leaving, my mum told me that the place would be near and it wouldnt take time. She said that it’s just outside the village and there I thought that we wouldnt be riding the jeepney but guess what? WE DID! AND, AND, there was a friggin traffic! It already annoyed me like fuck! OOooOOooOOH! but before that, when we got outside of the village, I saw Mr. Annoying Elementary classmate. I dunno, he really pisses me off whenever I see him. I dont know if I have blogged about him before, but I really get angry by any sort of presence he makes. Name or physical. He called my name (perfect, just perfect!!!!) then I turned around and nodded with a really brassed look on my face. I hope he realises that THAT wasn’t the day to bug me. (well~ any day, really) SO, we got to the place and guess what again, TOO MANY FUCKING PEOPLE! Hey, I am a patient person, I’d wait til 6 pm if I had to. But I was in the state of mixed anger and hunger. Plus, it was too hot and their bloody system was too slow. I mean, COME ON! How many bloody seconds does it take to take a picture of a person!? HOW MANY DAMN IT!!!??? I even thought that I can draw faster than their really slow procedures. I can finish lots of projects with their slowness. UGH! I HATED THIS DAY! When they finally called my name, I stood there, looked at the camera and didnt smile. It was like the first time in my sane life that I didnt smile for a picture! I was so annoyed that I had a frown. an annoyed one at that. Then they dare order me to do this and that. I wasnt in the mood. After that I waited for a few minutes and headed back to the dentist’s. I was already late. My appointment was at 2 pm but I came at 3. DAMN IT ALL! DAMN IT! anyway, my dentist was so nice that she calmed me. Well, Iced tea was really the one who calmed me. After having my bands changed we went to Jollibee and took some food out. THEN, we headed home. HOME SWEET HOME!

January 31 10

Here I am again, ranting about how bored I am when there are tons of things that must be done before the week (my week at least) starts. But really, in general things ARE getting boring by the minute. There is nothing new. It’s like an everyday routine. I dont like routines, I like things random. I wanna do something new to my eye. Something fun. 

 Tomorrow, it’s uncle Stephen’s birthday. the next day it’s mum’s and the day after the next is Lizard’s birthday. Feels empty. I wanna go somewhere. I’M DESPERATE HERE DAMN IT! 

Aaah, February is here again. It’s that time of the year where lovers go out and be all lovey-dovey or do something fun on Valentine’s day. Not like I care but I’ve been living the same freakin way every freakin year. Can’t any of my friends go and have fun with me or something? something like a single awareness day celebration or any of that shit? haha, I sound like a desperate romantic when I’m really not. my point is that I wanna get out of this same boring life and start a new one. Something GOOD though, not life threatening. Lol. anyway, ranting here wouldnt do me any good anyway. so that is all. 

January 25 10

Lots of things happened this week. Happy and sad. Right now, I’m sad I’m just gonna give the summary of what happened.

Monday - No classes so I just chilled at home.\

Tuesday - My first day of classes. I saw HIM first thing in the morning which was nice. I didnt stick around though. Went to class. Colrend then Bavideo. My friend Bien was in Bavideo with me.

Wednesday - I had fotogra in the morning. Randomly bumped into Bien and saw HIM again. Not for long though. Then ate at Jollibee with Paula, Anna and Rubie. Then headed to Bgdesign class. Sir Nelson was our prof again

Thursday - No classes for me. went to the mall and bought a new bag

Friday - only one class today but stayed until 2. I forgot why…

Saturday - I had animwri in the morning. The professor was cool. Then had nstp and the professor was the same one I had before. But I wasnt sure if I failed her previous subject. Then at night, I attended Pearl’s debut. It was fun and I met Ivy’s boyfriend, We chatted a bit. 

Sunday - I chilled at home and played the Sims 3 all day. 

Monday -I went to the dentist for a check up. I found out that I failed my nstp subject before and thus leading me to sadness  

:O how will I ever tell mum.I guess straight ahead. I dont care about what she would say, i just want my refund. 

January 14 10

The past few years has made me realise that I am a really simple person when it comes to celebrating or doing stuff. I get easily embarrassed and hate it when others praise me when I dont want it. I am pretty normal huh? I like and hate people. I eat, wake up, eat and do the same thing all over throughout my entire life. And, I make decisions. Which frankly, I am not quite good at. I hate myself for being like this sometimes…

It is 5 am and I am in a really horrible state right now, I should sleep… 

January 09 10

Greetings. It’s already 2010 and the term is finally OVER! Wow that was one helluva long term. I’m not too confident on my subjects either. I think i’d be failing one or two. But let’s hope it’s just one. Or none :\ I didnt like the 2nd term that much. It was super tiring and it didnt make me enjoy the classes. I liked Lifedraw though. and I realised that I hate animating when forced T_T I’m never gonna land on a job am I? HAHA. Desprin was Okay, the professor was okay, but it pressured me too much that I dont get enough sleep anymore. I hated myself because I only come up with the Plain stuff when I know that I can do more. I’m so lazy Aah, one trait i’d like to remove from myself in the upcoming term. LAZINESS. I would definitely try to step away from that next term. Hopefully I succeed. And again, I have Saturday classes. Ever since I started having saturday classes, I never seemed to get away from having one. Hmm. I do hope that this is my last. AND AGAIN, I have that same professor who pressured us for my background design class T^T Why??? but the good thing is that I have no classes on Mondays and Thursdays YAY! Though I would really miss some classmates who I never get to be classmates with for the next term OOH, I sure hope that HE would be my classmate

December 26 09

Today, I went to the dentist to have my archwire changed. It’s so sad that they dont have the Blue green colour for the elastics things, I’m now wearing purple ones. I prefer the cooler colours though. Back to the changing of archwires, MAN it hurts. It hurt like hell I dont lilke it when they put the elastic thingo back. They were forcing the bloody things on my teeth. DAMN, I dont ever want to experience that again so you had better straighten out with this archwire lower teeth. huhuhu.

 Christmas was boring. But i’m not really all up for christmas. I enjoy New Year’s more. Though the fireworks tend to get annoying. It’s all colourful and bright so all in all ’sall good .

 I’ve been wanting to say that ) 

December 25 09

Happy Birthday Jesus Happy Christmas to all. I’ve realised that my wishlisht hasnt been completed yet :\ I want to complete them before my 18th I really do…

My Wish list: 

• PSP
• Touch Screen Phone ( was actually supposed to be an iphone )
• New CLothes
• Digicam
• Pass ALL of my subjects 
• Memory card for psp and have it upgraded/Modified

Italicized ones are those accomplised Hope to accomplish the others. ESPECIALLY the last one. ;;)